./min ai♥

imhere!

2012-01-19T14:11:00.001+08:00

My class will be at 4 (our teachers are on their tactical planning trip) so I dropped by to give some updates. :)

-I turned 18. Yeah, legal age they say, but who cares! I feel younggg!

-I think I'm still doomed to mediocrity. My grades are quite awful (when it comes to my standard). :(

-My hair grew long (alangan!), and dyed it during the start of the year.

-Yesterday, we had an assignment.. a paper bag

its like "how others see you" (outside)

and inside, how you see yourself. So there's some stuffs inside...(maybe next time i'll share)

-FINALLY, I WANT TO SAY THAT.....I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY despite the fact that I didn't get my target grades. :D There's really something in life that lets you forget all the horrible *(nouns)*. And guess what was that. :)

xo,

Min Ai ♥

SanaTaasNaAkoGradesSa2ndSem

2011-11-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

This might be my last blog for idontknowexactlyhowlongtimetakesme. School's gonna start this Thursday and as what I have said a week ago, mang-gahot na ko. I don't know my schedule yet but I'm pretty sure that it wouldn't be as great as last sem was. This is going to be a hardcore semester especially that we're gonna have our community internship. I just hope that I'm gonna rock this semester out. :&

This week will be my last days of being free from school for the next 3 years, thanks to the white coat. :| Wearing that coat is also a mark of my acceptance of the tragic reality - NO MORE VACATIONS (so that includes semestral break, Christmas break and summer). Well, this is life, I need to keep going and seize each day. :)

Bye for now.

GAHOT ko.

2011-10-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

Dear 2ndSem SY2011-12,

I learned my lesson sa 1stsem. Mang-GAHOT na jud ko. Bantay lng ka, iperfect na jud nako tanan quizzes and if possible pati ang exam. Magstudy nako every night, dili na jud tika tulogan. Mag'advance read na pud ko, kung pwede cover to cover jud. Most especially, dli na jud ko magcram. Himuon na nko tanan assignments ug requirements. Never na pud ko mag pasa late. Dili na ko magtinamad sa laboratory ug maminaw na ko sa teacher. Iwasan na pud nako magsige ug tabi. Sa internship, himuon na ko jud tanan, maskin ipatrapo pa ko ug counter, ok lng jud. Magtinarong na ko kay wala jud koy napala sa akong pagkatapulan. Himuon na nako tanan except lang sa magcheat (alangan!). Magtransform na jud ko into a GAHOT one.:))

Love,
MinAi Gahot

PS: Dili na pud ko mokontra sa mga teachers.^^

Momordica charantia

2011-10-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

So this is what I pay for?. Everything is a mess. I couldn't even look at my grades, its such a shame; an epic disappointment. :|

I never cheated, whether it's a quiz or an exam, I never did. But why do I have to suffer all of these? I work on my own. I did no wrong. Why can't I enjoy all the rewards that I SHOULD HAVE SAVORING right now . I know I deserve better. BETTER than those people who are just relying in their "MAGICS and TRICKS", not to mention the "MUTUAL RELATIONSHIP" from the other classes that they're cultivating. Well shame on you peeps!! Beware, KARMA will come around and knock you down. Biatch!

Say Goodbye to Sembreaks.

2011-10-24T11:56:00.003+08:00

Everybody's having the time of their lives, isn't it? Yeah, 1st semester is OVER and everybody is like "WHOOOOOOO!"

This semester is really EXHAUSTING. I thought i was gonna die. haha. Acads, hmm.. not my time yet. I failed all of my PharmChem quizzes in the midterms (because I did not study at all, kapoy man gud!) and consequently got a grade 10pts lower than my prelims so I had to cope and make bawi. Well, I guess I did good in the finals but I'm actually worried with my lab grade. Problema galore! Then there's this DDS subject, which I am really doomed to mediocrity. I am not sure what's wrong with it-- the teacher, the subject, the whatevers...IDK! One thing I learned in this subject is that no matter how good you do in the exams (ace it or whatever), it's not enough. I hope I can apply that by the next semester *crossed-fingers*. Basta, when it comes to acads this semester, STRUGGLE jud kaau! Maybe because i dont have the urge to study; instead of studying at night, i'd prefer sleeping. So the following day when the teacher conducts a quiz, I was like "WTH! wala ko nagstudy! bahala na lang ni." :DD

NIGHT LIFE 101.

Situation 1. Magstudy na ko kay sabi ni maam magquiz sya. *Open sa notes*. Ng'libog. "Wait, wat gni ang gidiscuss gnina?". "OMG, wala ko kblo." That is because I didn't listen to the discussion, mainly coz the report of my classmate is too boring. I'd rather do my own thing than listening to somebody reading his book transferred to the ppt. So..."dili nlng k magstudy, tomorrow nlng, kaya man siguro ni." The next day, "Really? kana tanan ang iquiz?" So DEAD~

Situation 2. Magstudy na jud ko, basi mshock na pud ko ugma sa surprise quiz ni maam. Naghanap ug resources. Well, walay mahanap kay wla may notes...KASI WALANG NOTEBOOK. So unsa man ang istudy kung walay notes. Maypa matulog. :D

Situation 3. Magstudy na juuud ko. Mabagsak na talaga ako nito. STUDY mode. After 1 hour...ZZzzzzzz. 3 hours later... Oh my gosh! What time na?!! -__- tomorrow nlng nko taposn mag early lng ko..*alarm @3:30am... @3:30am- ahh.. too early..snooze, 4am nlng please. Back to sleep. @4:00am-Zzzzzzzz @6:00am *Woke up. Shit! 6 na! T____T CRAP! wala pa ko nhuman ug study!

Situation 4. This time, magstudy na jud ko!!! *Buys an energy drink.* Study.Study.. Study. . @12am, KO. The following day, sakit ang ulo plus nagapalpitate pa talaga. Hmp. Too bad Min Ai.

Situation 5. MAGSTUDY NA JUD KO...STUDY.STUDY.STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. Sleep. @6am- Ahhh.. I'm soooooo ready! @school- *quiz* #$%^!^!()9%$@# Huh?1#$%^!^!()9%$@# WHat?! Wala man yan sa gistudy ko! ~_~

Situation 6. Do you want to fail? HELL NO! So do good! STUDYYYYYYY....Sa quiz..bwahahahahaha.:DDDDDPURRFECTT!

Some of my mishaps this semester. No more room for regrets anyway. I just hope that by the next semester, I can improve my study habits.

Enough for the academics. Let's talk about the major events this sem.:D
1. STRESS RELIEF DAY. After our midterms we immersed ourselves in a relaxing and rejuvinating experience in Samal. Well we did enjoyed..REALLY ENJOYED! the island hopping, the patintero, luksong tinik and pika..etc. but guess what, on our way home, we recieved a txt message from our teacher that we will be having our lab exams the following monday.. We thought that we will go home stress relieved, but unfortunately we were not.
2. PARTIES. I learned to drink some spirits. The first time I did was for some valid reasons (but never to be mentioned). The second time was out of my curiosity and little bit of peer pressure. The 3rd time was just for fun. I'M AWARE THAT IT WILL DO NO GOOD FOR ME and I am too young for this, but please don't judge me. I am consciously and soberly in control of myself. |end|
3. SEM-ENDER PARTY. Free flowing foods courtesy of our Bday-er Rona, KTV sponsored by Aila and of course, the host of the party Ellaine (like every party jud, sa Samal sa ila, sa Davao karon sa ila lng ghpon.) Superduperultramega ENJOY! After our near to death experience in our school works. At last, were freed from stress! (are we?)

Addtnl Fast Tracks.
- Intrams-- been busy with school works and DG stuffs.
- A week after that--HELL WEEK turns HELL WEEKSS.
- Tormented by all of the requirements and to do's before the exams. (kung kaya ko lng na dli matulog)
- Fought the storm. Literally. Walked on a flooded street(knee level) just to return something and to pay our SANCTIONS! Good thing we reached my classmate's house safe and sound. Plus we partied there.:)
- Somebody's getting into my nerves!! And I guess if this is going to last longer, I might do something terrible.
- Had my first internship interview at Watsons. :D
- Werla days after the exams.. Requirements for the other subjects and for the White Coat ceremony.
- Went to after parties and ended up spending the midnight/dawn in my classmate's apartment twice with the same people I am with--Marielle, Rona and Shaine. We now call ourselves NPAs. Haha..
-Will be having our White Coat Ceremony on October 27, HOPEFULLY.
- Be back to Davao tomorrow for another school related stuffs.
-Did you know that WE DON'T HAVE A SEMBREAK? Heard it right! It's already been accumulated with school works. :| Just send my regards to Mr. Sembreak.

So that's it, I'M NOT HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE SIMPLY BECAUSE I DON'T BELONG TO "EVERYBODY".

Slow it DOWN

2011-09-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

It's funny how I can see myself (or should I say "my situation") before in these people. They made me realize how stupid and awkward I am before. Seems like there's gonna be another season for the black and white's of life.
If only I could share my experience and make them think and reconsider what kind of uncertainty they're entering. I really don't want to see another disaster to happen, knowing that at a certain moment I still had the control of the situation, but then i just let the opportunity slip away. I can't afford to watch another tragic story. Oh dear, something precious is at stake! What should I do? :(

Sweet Nightmares

2011-09-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning very confused and curious who really was that person in my dreams. I saw him in different persona...and it drives me crazy thinking about him (like every minute?). Who are you really? I want to know you. BADLY!

**I don't get what does it(mydream) mean anyways...so I hope this won't make me MAD. haha

LOVE is the answer.

2011-08-20T10:46:00.001+08:00

08.18.11

The day is finally coming to its end, yet a part of me is still on the state of uncertainty. There are a lot of emotions in my mind but none of them is dominating. I don't know what to feel after the recollection....... The events were too fast that I couldn't even remember what I did. However, it was such a pleasure to be with my classmates- Pharm-2B. I couldn't describe exactly how thankful I am to have them, for they made me realize what life really is.

When we were tasked to recall the people who are significant to our lives, I wasn't able to write and contemplate because I'm afraid to cry. I feel so sorry about myself because when I was given the chance to share about it, I wasn't able to help myself- tears just ran down and i can't even talk. I tried to bring myself together and express what I feel but I failed. There were a lot of things to say that I didn’t even know where to start. I can’t find the right words. And it hurts so bad every time I reminisce the memories I had with the people that are very important in my life for as of this moment, I don’t know where to stand in their lives. I’ve been carrying this baggage for a long time now and it’s time to unload everything, but honestly, I just can’t. Behind my stoned heart (as what they THINK) is a little spark of hope that one day I can start a new beginning with these people. There’s so much in my amygdala! IDK.IDK. ): Anyways, thanks to my classmates, even if they don’t know what’s really going on with my life(coz nobody really knows), I know they understand and respect my silence and tears.

"Living is full of heartbreaks"- according to the movie I watched the night before the recollection. Indeed it is. However, let's also look on the brighter side. Life is also full of surprises isn’t it? After all the heartaches we experienced is the serenity we’ve all been waiting for. It is yet to come! So let’s just be optimistic. LOVE-TIME-FAITH will surely find its way.

PS. I love my Pharm 2B peeps! Even if I’m super "maldita" towards them, they still accepted me for who I am and not for what I am. ^^ THANKS 2B!

073011. Boredom Moments

2011-07-30T15:17:00.001+08:00

9:30 am. While waiting for my classmates in NCCC mall... Got bored so yeah!

3:00 pm. At Ge's place, bored again.. The LOL Cam mode. :)

needle

2011-07-29T21:03:00.001+08:00

We had a medical exam--Pharm2B. LOL. Needles babe! Few were actually scared with the needles, including me. But anyway, we managed to endure the ant sting. Two more medical exams to go..Praying for good results *crossed fingers*

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Pero nainis jud ko todo2 gnina noontime.--ako nlng TANAN! basta bhala jud mo dira!

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The best jud ang Pharm2B! hahaha.. kabuang jud evuur! Napagtripan talaga ang SPC students! ROFL. Gipaswipe jud namo sa RF ID detector tanan mga students na nglabas sa school kahit dli na gni kailangan.. Na atik namo sila tanan na dapat magswipe or else dli sla kagawas..Pati ang guard nakisabay sa amo..haha..Masenior man or freshman, walang pili..:D funny kaayo ilang faces! :D

just a run through..

2011-07-29T00:03:00.001+08:00

There's actually a lot to say and to share, but lets just make it simple.

It's been a roller coaster ride for the past few weeks. Smiles. Laughs. Frowns. Tears. Sleepless nights. NIGHTMARES. Awkward scenarios. Kilig moments. Makahigh! Firsts experiences. and so on. Life is indeed unpredictable. A single moment won't last long, so seize every minute of it coz it might pass away.. Tears are just water with .9% salt, so don't be afraid to cry. Somehow, someway, it will wash the pain away. :)

Stay in love everyone.<3

Brittani Kline

2011-05-20T17:26:00.016+08:00

I am a fan of ANTM since then. However, the recent cycle was a big blow for me since my bet was hailed the winner (season finale aired yesterday). I don't know but for the past few weeks I really can't get over it. The cycle was so intense. A lot of drama especially the thing between the contestants and Alexandria plus the scene during the panel show where Brittani walked out and had a break down backstage. Oohh.. :) Nevertheless, Brittani began to get the best of her and yeah! she won the title!!:)) Hurray! She deserves to be called America's Next Top Model!

I l♥ve her! She has an amazing personality and for sure she's going to rock ITALIAN VOGUE!

PROFILE

Name: Brittani Kline

Age: 19

Height: 5' 10 ½"

Hometown: Beech Creek, Pennsylvania

Current Location: Howard, Pennsylvania

Occupation: College student, studying English, International Studies and Spanish

Favorite Designer: Marc Jacobs

Biggest ANTM Fear: Living in the house with the other models.

Most Confident About: My walk. The runway is my favorite part of the modeling world.

Favorite Non-Modeling Activities: I love dancing, and any form of artistic expression, including collages, painting and crafts. Also reading, writing and being with friends and family

Destined to model.

ANTM Portfolio Shots

first photo shoot taken before the fashion show

modeling jewelry while surrounded by bees

Brittani and Hannah in couture gowns; stylist Lori Goldstein

at the old L.A Zoo; Rachel Zoe's faux fur collection

covered in mud

crazy for sales (shoes)

couture dresses designed by Michael Cinco

at Marrakesh desert; couture outfits designed by Noureddine Amir

Moroccan lady

in traditional Moroccan wedding gowns

COVERGIRL cosmetics

Brittani at the ANTM RUNWAY

Before ANTM...

SOUR GRAPES.

2011-04-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

take time to realize.. that your warmth is.. crashing down on in...
lalalalalala...ohh ohh ohhh....
bla bla bla bla..

I just realized that no matter what I do, my grades won't change...and that's a fact. The semester was over. My final grades were already deliberated. I'm doomed period (.) There's no sense regretting. It's my (or should I say OUR) fault. So why suffer and put myself in the dumps? There's nothing to feel sorry about. ~~[char!]~~ dawat dawat nalang gud! I know my capabilities and I'm sure I deserve more than that. Guess this is not my time.

And you know what?! there's a bigger picture for this.. This isn't about how brilliant your academic/numeric records are (remember they are just numbers that can be manipulated- hmmmm ), this is all about the process of how you earn them and the knowledge you acquire (meaning imo na understand and na retain- di lang yung good for quizzes and exam infos na after matapos eh pwede na kalimutan; oh-uh! :D )...There's a lot more than our typical four cornered classroom. Coz when the time came that we need to face the real world, then the application of our learnings is a requirement.

So yeah I feel great because when my sister asks me about stuffs relating to anatomy, etc., I can explain as if I'm a professional.:D not to mention my habitual use of medical/scientific terms in my daily life.. cool right?!

-the usual excuse of an indolent student

CRAP.

2011-04-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

kasi, bagsak kami lahat sa exam.

kasi EWAANNN.

kasi di ko alam ano score ko sa final exam.

kasi 5 units yan.

kaya nahila pati WPA ko.

kaya 0.0something na naman ang nakashit sa akin.

kaya nasira na transcript ko.

Freshman No More.

2011-03-31T10:54:00.000+08:00

One down. Three more to go.

Talk about the last days.. well, it’s kinda hell. Three weeks without enough sleep (not the typical enough sleep huh!, wla na mn tlaga enough sleep sa college, but this time kasi ang daming dapat icerebrate! gawd!).. Overlapping schedules, simultaneous exams, demanding subjects, book over books to ponder and tons of tasks to accomplish, oh common! What do you think of us, robots?!

Anyways, it’s done. YEAH! I’ve managed to carry out the entire tasks, ALONE. But it doesn’t mean that I did great. Haha. Say CRAAPPP!

MARCH 2011 Memoirs:

2 weeks CHEERDANCE practice. Super strenuous but it’s fun. We were able to handle the pressure and stress in school while rehearsing for almost 5-6 hours (after class) everyday.
032011. Final Cheerdance Performance. Haha. MAKAWERLA!
032111. The day after our cheerdance presentation was the deadline for our scientific/medical write-ups for English…sooo CRAM! Haha:)) plus long quiz for Organic Chem Lab and Lec..
032211. The next day. FINAL EXAM. Organic Chemistry Lab and Pharmaceutical Calculations Lab.
032311. MAMATAY NA KO. Kapoy na kaau! Exam napud sa Human Anatomy and Physiology with Pathophysiology Lab.
0324-2611. FINAL EXAMS.- Brain Cells not functioning.
Just after the last exam for the 2^nd semester, I decided to join my classmates….
0326-2711. SAMAL GETAWAY! I’m not really sure at first since most of them will get wasted for sure. But hey! It’s fun! SUPER! I won’t go through the details.:D Basta enjoy! Plus *something!* LOL.:D
So, walang tulog. ^^ and black na ako. Bakit kasi wla ng sunblock. Lul.
The following day, NSTP graduation. Ok, dreary. We’re just accessories. Anyhow, the fact that there’s no more NSTP next semester, well that’s good news.
Bagsak daw lahat ng Pharmacy 1 students sa Human Anatomy and Physiology with Pathophysio exam. Pwede ma shit! L OMG, how can they expect na we can get a high scores when in fact, almost all of the questions wasn’t discussed. Even the coverage of the exam was never introduced to us. Self-study na gni amo ghimo.! Nevertheless, kami naman lahat, so let’s just accept. NALANG!
So done. 2^nd semester is over. Bye bye 1^st year! 2^nd year na ko! PARTY!

Parteyyy!:DD

Ewwness!

2011-01-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

Summer 2010

2011-01-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

DEAD.

AMBOT NINYO!

2011-01-09T15:02:00.001+08:00

I don't know if pinagkakaisahan nila ako or hindi... I'm sooo inis na jud as in..
Putik na life nga naman! Obvious na obvious pa talaga huh! Kahapon lng okay na okay pa ako.. today, after I discovered jashdgaeyuehdnslkfjdslk! Arrggh! SHIT! What now?! What's next?! WTH! Unsa man jud ni huh?! A GAME?! Kamo ray nalipay..AKO WALA!
Ang hirap na tlaga magtrust..:(

I'm talking to YOU!

2011-01-06T09:34:00.003+08:00

Reasons Why I Hate Boys

1. GREAT LIARS!

2. they don't take responsibilities

3. they're pathetic LOSERS!

4. they don't have the what so called "WORD OF HONOR", rather, they just swallow their words

5. they think they are awesome, when in fact they're not

6. they're heartless, numb, stupid and INSENSITIVE!

7. they're just good in courting

8. they don't know what it feels like to be a girl

9. cannot be trusted

10. CHEATERS!

*don't know why I come up with this list, maybe I'm just PISSED with some random person out there..

BLAIR WALDORF in BROOKLYN?!

2011-01-06T09:29:00.001+08:00

THE NEXT GOSSIP GIRL ROMANCE: BLAIR AND DAN?!

January 5, 2011 at 5:00 pm · Filed under Gossip Girl

We first saw a hint of a potential pairing between these two cohorts in last month’s fall finale. But will their relationship evolve beyond two accomplices into something more…romanticallyinclined? The folks over at TVLine.com seem to think so:

Although executive producer Stephanie Savage declines to say just how close the two will grow, she believes that the relationship is rife with potential. “The Dan and Blair connection is something that’s been there from the earliest episodes,” she tells TVLine.com. “Their relationship to Serena, and the degree to which they’re polar opposites and represent everything that the other hates, makes their dynamic really charged. At the same time, they are characters that have a lot in common. They are the most book-smart characters. They share a lot of the same interests. And as much as they might want to hate each other, there are a lot of reasons for them to like each other.”

So what does this mean for the rest of our upper east siders? How will their past loves react? And more importantly, what are we going to name them? Blan or Dair?

**from the official CW blog

Ok so here's the thing, BLAIR and DAN, DAN and BLAIR... eeww, gross! another thing, BLAIR IN BROOKLYN?.. boo!

Blair belongs to Chuck and that's a dogma! They are destined to be together so please! STOP THE BLAIR-DAN plot.

120310

2011-01-06T08:55:00.002+08:00

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!

I don't care if your THIS and THAT! Well at least I live my life at the utmost. I maintain a well balanced life, and not isolating my myself in the four corners of the room; so what if you got the limelight at least I am happy with my life. With the people who knew me inside and out, can't ask for more. My life is AWESOME! I can play The Sims 3 everynight, I can take a quiz without studying my lessons...haha;D THAT'S WHAT I CALLED FUN. as in F. U. N.. I'm AWESOME, I know..*don't be green! xD

And so what if you bond more with ??. Hell yeah! I DON'T CARE.. That's too last season! Ya know, there's a lot out there..and they're much better! And I don't know what's going on with that person, although I knew some FACTS (got it straight from [pronoun]) [pronoun] seems to be so unpredictable and no word of honor..Not to mention, [pronoun] abrupt decisions which I think [pronoun] let [pronoun] self swallow [pronoun] words.. Anyway, I can't read your minds so whatever is in that nut, I DON'T CARE! That's not my business anymore.
120310

*don't be curious as to who I am referring to bcoz you don't even know the person;)

This and That

2010-11-13T22:06:00.006+08:00

Oh well, we already met four school days for the second semester and it's quite light-- actually it's because we just met with our teachers, a lil orientation and then dismiss, except for Anatomy and Physiology with Pathophysiology lecture which we had a class discussion during the first day. I really don't know if I should be happy or if I should not since our lec teacher is Dr. Velasco [will not mention my reasons].

START OF THE 2nd Semester

THE FINAL GRADES. I am not really contented with my final grades to be honest. When I received my lacking grades, I was really really disappointed. I was about to cry actually. But then I can't do anything but to accept. argh! Still, it hurts me a lot!

THE ENROLLMENT. I enrolled myself. It was really an experience since I don't have the idea about the process. it's my first time actually and I really messed up. Imagine I went to school 8:30am and finished around 4pm, while some of the students who came 9 or something finished before 12nn. That was really a big difference.

THE SCHEDULE. Is sooo highschool-ish. I will start my class at 7:30am and will end at 4:00pm. Straight class and one hour lunch break, except for Fridays and Saturdays which we don't have a lunch break with straight class from 7.30am to 2pm. And also, our Informatics and Anatomy with Physiology with Pathophysiology are handled by Dr. Velasco, the twist is that, our schedule for both subjects is Wednesday and Thursday, 1:00pm-2:30pm for Informatics and 2:30pm-4:00pm for AnaPhysio. Amazing isn't it? We'll be in the same seat, in front of our teacher for straight 4hours without a break. It's IDK.

THE TEACHERS. They're okay so far. First impression-LIGHT! :D

THE SUBJECTS. Great! except for languages.. Filipino and English. waa..

THE LOADS. Not so burden so far. But I won't be expecting "early-good-night-sleeps" and "feather-light-works". I know this isn't the real 2nd semester. I can sense a disaster coming.

THE -MATES. Classmates, as usual. They are who they are. Nothing changes. Roommates, great! as ever! Textmates, Chatmates..none. Playmate, hhmm, i take no word for that.. haha,:D

***

etc.

* We moved to room 3. *

* I almost cry for help during our first class of the semester. Nobody wanted me to be there, I feel like a total stranger. *

* I'm going to sing this Monday for English and I haven't decided what to sing yet. I have this list of options but I'm still clueless as to what fits me perfectly. This will be graded and also, our teacher might expect a lot from me since my classmates chose me to be the first performer, so I'm already pressured. Sarcasm must die!! *

And...photos to share! :D

date taken: 111010 after school

[click to enlarge]

This is all for the week. Good night and God Bless everyone!

xx,

min ai♥

Back To Reality

2010-11-07T20:00:00.003+08:00

Ok, so I think this is goodbye--for the mean time. School is going to start on Wednesday, and I'll be off to Davao early tomorrow morning. I think I should say bye-bye to this page for at least a month or so..Ya know, there's no wifi in my dorm so I'll be sucked up with a laptop without an internet. *sigh [computer-internet=thesims3]. And maybe, I'm a bit busy for the rest of the semester. I know it's kinda hard to promise what to do and what I should not, but perhaps I'll just try my best to give a nice shot this time. BTW, I saw this pic from my Tumblr dashboard and I hope I will be able to do this.

So I guess, I can't update this page as much as I want to. But anyway, if I can visit my home probably every weekends and I have time, then I can at least share about my week. :)

Once again, GOODBYE Blog, goodbye bittersweet sembreak. HELLO 2nd Sem, I hope we'll be good friends!

God Bless Everyone!

xx,

min♥

P. Questions.

2010-11-05T23:14:00.005+08:00

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
yep!

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
yea! coz if i won't it can get worse.

The last time you felt honestly broken?
couple of days ago.

Are you craving something?
yea..food! ice cream!

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
time machine:)

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
none.

What do you hear right now?
TV.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
yea..

What’s on your mind right now?
answering this crap.

Are you there for your friends?
always!

Last person to see you cry?
"a friend" :)

What do you do when you get nervous?
sweat profusely..urm, isn't that a reflexive action?

Be honest, do you like people in general?
iLike SOME.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
30's?! iDK.

Does anyone completely understand you?
yeah! absolutely!

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
ahuh~

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
yep! :)

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
maybe yes, maybe no..

Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
no.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
i'm single. :P

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
i think.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
YEAH! lol:DD

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
FUTURE.

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
7-8 hrs.. but it depends upon the situation..

Are you easy to get along with?
if i'm with my clique, yes..but if not then it's kinda hard..

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
my sister? oh! not really.. haha:)

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
H2O, 18g/mol :D

What size bed do you have?
twin?!

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before i get in the shower most of the time..

Do you like the rain?
SUPER!

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
perhaps!;P

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
a lot of times..

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
neither.

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
Cabby(?)

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
Eclipse? with Cabby.

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
never.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
yeah!

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
no.

Do you regret a past relationship?
i don't have any past relationships.

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
a concert probably.

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
yeahhh.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
cant remember.

Do you care too much about your appearance?
not really, but i'm a lil vain when boredom strikes and i only got my camera:)

Are you a jealous person?
YEAH! I'm a GREEN-EYED MONSTER!

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
my mom did, for me..

Do you miss anyone?
yep! soo much<3

Last person who made you cry?
Ms. OSA

Does your ex piss you off?
xxxxx

What are you doing tomorrow?
dunno..maybe facebooking, play sims, blog.. whatever's in my mood..

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
i won't answer that question.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yea! totally!

Have you ever been cheated on?
if that's a boy-girl relationship thingy then I don't have any answers regarding that matter.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
given my all?? hmm?? lemme think first..

Do you like cotton candy?
in the past.

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
can't remember.

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?
WTH!

Do you have siblings?
yea.

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
maybe?

How has the past week been for you?
bittersweet.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
i guess so..:)

What’s on your mind right now?
sleeping..ZZzz

What were you doing at midnight last night?
dreaming.

What is your current mood?
frustrated. :((

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mum.

Will this week be a good one?
probably.

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
urm.. there's a lot. like, 1st sem ends, I can take a break. We had a get together with Clique, and finally had our Tshirts. It's been a fresh new start for me and somebody. and a lot mooore..

Who were you with last night?
my fam.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
nope.

Next time you will kiss someone?
nxt 10 years.

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?
boy of course.. duh!

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
go back to davao.

just wanna share:)

2010-11-05T13:50:00.001+08:00

a little know me more

[inspired by the soooo out Friendster!]

created last summer.

CLICK TO ENLARGE

yer nerves!

2010-11-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh! Like your so proud of what you did. Girl, that's too basic! Even my 1st year high school sister can do that! Better than that, actually! :D

Don't be too boastful!

xx,
min ai♥

Don't I Deserve?

2010-11-05T08:30:00.001+08:00

I don't know what's the rationale of me being so disappointed with my grades. It looks okay perhaps. Some says it's too good but for me, I am not contented. Maybe because I know I deserve more and I can do better than that. It's my fault actually, since I didn't focus on my studies during the first semester. Yes, I did study but not that much. However, the fact that I did, still, depresses me. I know, if I did study or not, I'll still get the same grades.. So better not to study and exhaust myself next semester. Anyway, it's always like this-- UNFAIR.

Anyway, my wish of being in the Dean's List is still not sure, our PE and Chemistry grades are not yet released so there's still a possibility for my grades to be pulled down if I got low on those two subjects..How I wish I did maintain my grades on Chemistry..

ang walang saysay na entry.

2010-11-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

mag-aral mag tagalog sa blog. :)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Hay naku, wala akong magawa ulit. Napakaboring na nang Facebook at Twitter. Pati Tumblr, nawalan na ako ng gana. I'm supposed to play The Sims 3 ngayon eh, kaya lang nagcrash kanina, so wag muna, PAHINGA MODE. Anyway, kanina pa naman din ako pinapagalitan, laro lang daw ako nang laro, wala nang pahinga laptop ko.. Bakit ba kasi napakaTEMPTATION ang TS3! waaa.

Tapos, hindi pala ako nakadalaw sa cemetery. Eh tinamad eh, Sorry Granny:(! Wag lang sana ako ang dalawin this evening..wooh! Punta din sana kami kina lola ko, kaya lng nalate ako maggising, kaya ayun! Hindi nakasama...BORED the whole day!

Ngayon, matutulog na ako...haaay! ang kalat pa nang things ko here, I need to clean up my mess pa..

ok bye~
GOOD NIGHT!

x,
minai

FF: Firework Fever

2010-10-30T11:27:00.003+08:00

Ignite the spark in you and be a FIREWORK! -minaibefitel (ispired by KatyPerry's Firework)

September: Downloaded Teenage Dream Deluxe Album of Katy Perry
Yesterday: Downloaded Katy Perry's new music video, Firework

Waaa.. This month seems to be my Katy Perry month! I've been listening to her album a lot. Not to mention my insanity in school as Katy Perry. haha..

Last October 28, she premiered her latest music video, Firework, so immediately I downloaded it. Yeah! Super CLEAR HD QUALITY! Gawd! She's AMAZING there. Very beautiful and awesome! And you know what?! I ended up posting Firework stuffs in all my social networking sites.

The song really inspires me as well as the video. I can't find the right words to describe it perfectly.. hmm.

So here's some of the snapshots I took..:) [click to enlarge]

Since, adding a file video would take much time, I'll just add a youtube file!:D

Enjoy and be inspired!

Mr. Sembreak

2010-10-29T09:31:00.002+08:00

Dear Sembreak,

From now on, I will not stay up late. I did really regret why I had to be awake until midnight doing insignificant stuffs. I actually planned to sleep the whole week but this facebook fever really bugs me. So yea! My sembreak seems like an ordinary day except for the fact that I don't need to worry about awful classes. *sigh* I even wonder why my parents never scolded me for staying up late in front of my notebook.

Anyway, even though I didn't have a good sleep yet, I still enjoyed my temporary freedom!

Random Stuffs for SEMBREAK 2010.

had a GLEE MARATHON! :D
downloaded The Sims 3. But I wasn't able to install it cuz the registration key won't work.
10.28.10- Clique's get together :) *lunch at Jollibee, *attempted to enter CJC but the guard won't allow us..hmp!*stayed at the park and enjoyed each other's company. Although only half of us went, the fun is still undeniable. And yea! I love them so much!
@last our we already have our Clique Shirt. so cool! 8)

[click to enlarge]

102810 with Clique @park

Clique Shirt! :D

min ai♥

not so COOL-lege.

2010-10-22T22:07:00.176+08:00

ok so it's been what, 5 months since my last update?! haha this is crazy i know.. I never even blogged about how's my first days in college, stuffs like new classmates, new environment and the what-so-called "adjusment period." woah! the road isn't paved actually. It wasn't easy. HONESTLY.

to wrap up, i'm going to post 35 RANDOM EVENTS/THINGs in my 1ST SEMESTER IN COLLEGE.

I enrolled in BS Pharmacy (1B) at San Pedro College. (It's an awesome course! but.. it's never that easy daw..can't say.)
I am a member of Director's Guild- a prestigious media arts club. Yeah! I passed the sceenings. :P
I gained new friends..:)
Extremities.. Our class is somewhat like that.. :)
Pharmacy pala is so interesting. Stuffs like vincristine and vinblastine..haha very basic!
I don't like SOME of my classmates.. sometimes.. (SOME: one or two)
They've been so curious about me being LONER daw..hmm..really?!
I don't like my schedule at all. I have a class as early as 7:30am, full-packed, with major subjects and 3hours laboratory..DISMISSAL TIME?! 7:00pm! how's 12 hours of class huh?!
I'm sooo stressed. Pimples! Like it's soo not me. :((
I'm a LOSER! iSay. hmp!
I violated our dress code..(duh! for wearing a leggings!? the school is tooo conservative!)
Every morning is so kapagod especially if the elevator is not yet open..waa.. no choice but to take the stairs up to 5th floor..
I'm popular. HAHA joke!. kasi I have lots of kakilala..:D
I have a crush on Mr. CRUSH! LOL. I look forward everytime I got to see him! (and so, I like to tambay in front of *somewhere so that I can take a glimpse on him.) haha.. bitch!
I'm so sawa na with the food sa canteen! Like duh! pabalik2, although they said that they're following their menu, for me (for me lang) it taste the same..:( nakakasawa.\
There are times when I can't connect to SPC wifi! Hmp. (I exerted effort pa nman magdala ng laptop.)
We posed for the school's brochure! WAA. (first MAJOR humiliation!) not to include the people who passed during our 'pictorial'.
I screwed up on RS.! :(( don't you know BS Pharm 1B is actually BSPharmacy Major in RS..haha! (thank God it's over!)
I am a CLASS PERFORMER. I always have a dog show. :| (they always asked me to sing infront of the class with the teacher watching.)
I am once Ke$ha, now I AM KATY PERRY! :DD ROTFL. (and I have my buddies Rihanna and Beyonce) *check our vids!
I don't know if I want our class to be shuffled or not.. I know there are pros and cons but..ugghh! I don't know! i'm confused.
One of our group assignments in DG was to shoot a music video for the intramurals, GUESS WHAT?! I appeared on the music video and it's like soooo humiliating! Gawd! I'm didn't join DG to act..waa.. and during the night events of SPC BEYOND, it was played like more than three times.. *syeet! a lot people saw it..(plus it was uploaded on Youtube. pwede maulaw!)
During our Intrams- SPC BEYOND, i was sick. (since the opening until the awards night) so, I didn't attend the opening night and the awards night...anyway, there's next time pa naman.:)
During the informal cheer, two of us were assigned on the moving cam but due to the rules regulated by the Komiti ni Pedro and the pile up of students, the moving cam became zooming cam since we are stuck on one place (plus the video cam grounds most of the time.) *actually I got electrocuted more the 5x.
I MISS MY CLIQUE.
We were scolded at the library several times.
One night during our midterm exams, I drank coffee which made me awake up to 4am.. and I did really regret it.. wala akong tulog!
We voiced out our complains about our PE teacher to the Dean of Arts and Sciences after her tons of offenses against us including late info dissemination, ditching us in class for three consecutive weeks, Pre-lim and Midterm exam mishaps, etc. (so we were advised by the dean not to attend the PE day.) :P
I got 9 correct out of 25 questions in Filipino for not following instructions..haha
Usually, I ate my lunch alone. :|
My first post lab output in Chemistry was not accepted by our teacher because were minutes late daw. (so unfair!)
I usually got bitter especially if I slept late in the evening because of answering post lab reports in botany and when I arrived in school early in the morning, they'll just copy my work.. THAT'S SO UNFAIR! >:(
I cried during the last day of signing of clearance.
I had a community service as a consequence of violating the dress code..However, it was a mistake. I should not be cleaning that room kasi only the students who have a CS indication in their clearance will do it.. *sigh, they gave me a letter of good moral for character probation tuloy..shocks!
I am not sure of getting into the Dean's List. :(

LITTLE HOUSE

2010-06-07T11:13:00.008+08:00

From the soundtrack of Dear John, performed and written by Amanda Seyfried who also played as Savannah Lynn Curtis the idealistic college student who fall in love with John Tyree (Channing Tatum) during her spring vacation.

The song is really amazing..[it gives me goosebumps]!

as well as the book!!

I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
We do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay

PS: I'm gonna write a review about the books DEAR JOHN and THE LAST SONG maybe after "sometime'..SWEAR! It's super-duper-to-the-highest-level AMAZING! Again, another tear-jerker novels from Nicholas Sparks(LOVE HIM!)^_^

CHANGES.

2010-06-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

ako yan!

NOON, NGAYON at BUKAS!

speechless.

everything changes..nakakasad lang no, I've always thought that things would be better after the storms..*sigh* I guess it wasn't enough..

CHEERS! haha.. DRAMA ko! SMILE. SMILE.SMILE.

there's a rainbow always after the rain..

[stick to that line!]

miss fd.

2010-06-07T10:59:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to post an intriguing photo/sms/screensnap, however naguiguilty ako eh! haha.. never mind nalang.. perhaps next time if ok na lahat..LOL..

anyway, i made an image ~~[quite insulting]~~ out of my sister's observation about this specific person..haha..nakakatuwa lang kasi!

hehe..don't blame me..ohmygosh! this is my sister's idea..:P

CHECK THIS OUT!

love ni min ai..

2010-06-07T10:49:00.006+08:00

MORE ABOUT ME:)

i'm pretty random, so don't expect me to stick on stuffs long enough,

i usually love everything under the sun:)

[pangit ako handwriting, soorrii]

052210;10:42pm [min ai]

2010-06-07T10:38:00.002+08:00

SORRY! Please bear with some of the typographical errors. I typed it kasi super late na so, yan..;>

oops, sorry!

i'm super duper bored na with my life..

walang magawa sa buhay 101.

ps: haha..super pangit sa drawing! I intended talaga na ganyan..:)

min ai [summer2010]

2010-06-07T10:25:00.001+08:00

What HURTS the MOST

2010-05-31T10:33:00.005+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

Ohmygoosh!

this song is sooooo patama!

ailaabet!

haha..

ako daw?!

anyway, enjoy!

HOLYCRAP!

2009-12-06T10:30:00.001+08:00

geeesh! so unlucky!
NO MORE BLOGS FOR THE WHOLE WEEK I GUESS.
nawh! my system unit won't open. I so hate this. I can't live without my computer. *sigh* but i guess i need to tiis muna with the situation. hayy! hope it will be fixed asap.:X or maybe i should buy a new gadget.T__T
no TUMBLR.
no FACEBOOK.
no BLOGGER.
no TWITTER.
no CAFE WORLD.
whuut?! ****!
ok so i think LIFE NOW BEGINS.
happy?! sad?! eerr.

byebye cyberworld [for the mean time.]

coarse?!

2009-12-04T21:22:00.005+08:00

ok so yeah! since yesterday my status message is kinda sharp. hehe. Actually I'm not used to say "WTH-like" words and whatsoever but i dunno!, these past few days, my head is full of those stuffs! I wanna scream %&**@^*% words at the top of my lungs! heck! I'm in a mess again. Probably i got all of these vulgar words from the movies and series I've seen lately.:X

Even my uncle noticed it and asked me if everything is still good. He really knew what I feel.

Y!M conversation

Him: Hi sweetie!
Him: Looks like your upset with somebody. he he he
Him: Are you feeling OK today?
Me: Maybe, I guess?! Am I?! I dunno.
Me: Yea...sort of :(
Him: OK
Him: Just don't do what my crazy friend did.
Me: Y? What did he do?
Him: She put a fish behind the wall in the persons house.
Me: hehehe..LOL
Me: that's weird!
Him: Yes and very smelly.

LOL. Crazy!
I may post offensive blabs but I never intend to hurt anybody. wla koy gnapa-igo! That's STUPIDITY.

kinsako

2009-12-03T17:05:00.002+08:00

another song. WHO I AM by Nick Jonas and The Administration. gone solo huh?!
still looking for an mp3 file of this song. i've been lookin around the web but everything is just a preview even in youtube. anyway, here's a link for the full song:D~~(dunno how to download it though.)~~ credits to jonasvault for posting it in TUMBLR^^

listen here:)

lyrics:
want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothin makes sense, nothin makes sense anymore
Nothin is right, nothin is right when you're gone
I'm losin my breath, I'm losin my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Hey!

I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Yeah, who I am

aheem.aheem! ganahan daw ko sa lyrics.
ug sa song pud! aw! :D

OMG. for real?!

2009-12-03T12:41:00.001+08:00

Oh my! i really don't believe in superstitions and whatsoever but..i dunno. the quiz really scares me! i mean what?! is this for real?! *goosebumps* the results are ahundredandonepercent accurate. SWEAR.

TRY IT!
PERSONALITY QUIZ LINK.

bizarrelovetriangle

2009-12-02T21:37:00.002+08:00

BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE (Frente! version)

"Bizarre Love Triangle" originally recorded by the english rock band New Order in 1986 has been covered by many artists such as Even As We Speak, Manitu, Devine and Statton and most recently South, Rookie of the Year, Apoptygma Berzerk, and Charlotte Martin. Stabbing Westward covered the song for the 2001 soundtrack to Not Another Teen Movie.
In 1994, an Australian band Frente! released an acoustic cover version of the song.

I like Frente!'s version than New Order's..hehe..Anyways, i still appreciate the lyrics..Erm, probably one of the best songs ever written. SWEAR.

LYRICS:

Every time I think of you

I get a shot right through

Into a bolt of blue

It's no problem of mine

But it's a problem I find

Living the life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me

The wisdom of a fool won't set you free

But that's the way that it goes

And it's what nobody knows

And every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling

I get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for the final moment

You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good

I feel like I never should

Whenever I get this way

I just don't know what to say

Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean

I don't think you're what you seem

I do admit to myself

That if I hurt someone else

Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling

I get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for the final moment

You'll say the words that I can't say

Every time I see you falling

I'll get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for the final moment

You'll say the words that I can't say

[dedicated daw sa mga two timers.LOL]
kinsay makarelate?! hands up!

PS: i'm startin to love this song..most played song of the week.^___^

Min Ai♥

poorpleasure:X

2009-11-30T20:07:00.001+08:00

owh! poor thing!

My other account is still active. In the past few weeks however, i didn't post anything. it's kinda frustrating.:( i'm used to blog (there) everyday but now, there's something that kills my time every evening. Pathetic! Abandoned blog:(

i'm supposed to delete that account but i changed my mind..[souvenir nlng to sa akong disastrous high school life]

burnmytime

2009-11-30T19:42:00.005+08:00

ok so i spent my whole day under the "super-hot-fervid-sun". yea! i'm burned.

global warming is getting worse. everyone must be aware of it since it's already a serious & hot global issue. It seems like the earth has a FEVER. It is real and it is accelerating across the globe. It's driving me crazy and perhaps the whole world's population too. And still we can't deny the fact that it is due to our careless activities specifically the abnormal rise of CO2 as a result of constant burning of coal and oil. Greenhouse gasses such as chlorofluorocarbons contributes a lot to the rapid climate change. So for us students, we can take part by simply conserving energy.:D

Let's take an action! Do something today!

so much for that.
let's get to the fun side.haha.
i saw a girl this afternoon wearing a Gossip Girl Tee..it looks cheap and imitation though. hehe but i don't care if it's cheap or expensive. all i care is that, it's a Gossip Girl line- "You're nobody until you're talked about." That was the line that caught my attention [sa season 1 spoiler] way back 2007. I was looking for that tee last year, unfortunately it was out of stock when i planned to buy.
Unlucky me:X
Congratulations to her! She's lucky enough to have that tee..aww.!

Min Ai♥

chemical reaction of Fe-y

2009-11-29T16:45:00.003+08:00

i'm really ****** up with this habit.

nayh! i'm already tired blabbing here. sometimes i think i should get a life na.

TUMBLR+BLOGGER+FACEBOOK=NO LIFE

i wish ingon ani pirmi.haha

on the other side naman, my TUMBLARITY rises about 175% so it's so hard to STOP blogging/reblogging. I'm lovin' the response i get from my followers!

yesterday, after i watched Vampire Diaries(waa..soo nakakakulba..bwahaha. watching alone with all the freaky sound effects?!..haha..kaambak gud sa chair! kurat2-tan gud uie!LOL.) i experimented my photo..wee..look at the product..it's so SOMETHING!

Fe-y

Min Ai♥

standby

2009-11-27T23:25:00.001+08:00

busy doing my task.:DD
nah, i dunno how to finish this..
alright, i'm not going to blab long, hehe.. busy eh! anyway, among the four post processed photos i finished, i like this most..

but unfortunately, i can't remember how it end up like this..nayh! haha..ganahan kau ko kay simple lang xa:DD

raw photots: haha..ilabit! so fabulous!

[from the left: Sio, Queenie, Kaye and I]

iwanniminai

2009-11-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

hai naku!
tinatamad na talaga akong magblog. ewan ko ba! HAAY!
ano ba min ai!
wla man cguro akong maisip ipost!!
eerrrrr! ang hirap magsulat ng tagalog!
maypa bisaya! haha.
para maiba naman! [aw! ngtagalog oh!]

ayee! kapopost ko palang sa facebook na tinatamad na akong magblog. totoo. hindi ko na kc alam ano isusulat dito eh.. at kung meron man cguro, maybe super taas na di ko kaya/feel tapusin.. haha. i'm really bad sa grammar..nyahahaha.paki ko! lab ko na language ko noh!

anyway, isa lang masasabi ko. I DARED...hindi sa Creamsilk Hair Dare Challenge..haha..kundi, na magbenta ng paninda ng classmates ko..haha..kapal ko talaga! bwahaha..kakahiya sa mga schoolmates ko! pero at least naibenta ko lahat! aw! proud daw ko! naks!

oops! WINROX ung commercial!

oh mare! oh-oh-oh! Sa Winrox may germ protect tau!Linis bahay pati banyo! Tanong nyo pa sa nanay ko!

LOL..memorize ko daw! haha...salamat kay Dorothy sa pagturo!:DD
kakaaliw si Moymoy Palaboy at Roadfil! haha...

eerm. tama na yan.. magtransfer pa ko ug files (specifically, BULLFIGHTING or Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao!)
yeyeyey!

ciao~

NEW OS!!

2009-11-25T21:34:00.001+08:00

yay! new OS installed!
super fab WINDOWS 7!
wow! it's so kewl!:DD
thankies to Joe for the copy!
hehe..
i've been looking for a new operating system since last month.
haha. my pc gone wild eh.naks! haha.

finally! REFORMATED!
*fireworks*

oops!
need to install few programs pa!

bye~

oneminpost

2009-11-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

oh my!
tons of loads!
i need to backup pa all my files in my pc..:(
perhaps a clear post tomorrow will do:|

bye~

new interest..haha:D

2009-11-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

Alison Sudol (born December 23, 1984), also known as A Fine Frenzy (formerly Alison Monro) is an American alternative singer and songwriter and pianist.

Inspirational would be an understatement.

Her music is honest, delicate, and real. It’s beautiful, and though it sometimes makes me sad, it makes me think of winter and all the things I love about the cold.

THE LAST SONG

2009-11-21T22:48:00.006+08:00

Based on the Nicholas Sparks novel, Miley Cyrus plays a young girl who reluctantly spends the summer at her father’s home where she falls in love for the first time and finds healing after her parents divorce.

Walt Disney Pictures has released the first trailer for “The Last Song”, the latest movie adaptation of a Nicholas Sparks novel. The film’s screenplay was also written by Nicholas Sparks himself with Julie Anne Robinson at the helm.

The film’s storyline follows a troubled teenager, played by Cyrus, and her estranged father, played by Greg Kinnear, as they reconnect with each other through music during a summer in a quiet Southern beach town. The film also stars Kelly Preston and Liam Hemsworthand is produced by Offspring Entertainment for Touchstone Pictures, an alternative film label of The Walt Disney Company. The Last Songis Sparks’ first screenplay to be brought to film as well as Robinson’s feature film directorial debut.

The Last Song had originally been scheduled for a January 8, 2010 release, but on September 22, 2009 it was announced the release had been delayed. The film is currently scheduled for a wide release on April 2, 2010. The delay was confirmed by statements from representatives for Disney and Cyrus, one of whom said “Easter weekend/spring break” would be a “better release date than January” for the film.

FULL SYNOPSIS:
Seventeen-year-old Veronica 'Ronnie' Miller's life was turned upside-down when her parents divorced and her father moved from New York City to Tybee Island, Georgia. Three years later, she remains angry and alienated from her parents, especially her father ...until her mother decides it would be in everyone's best interest if she spent the summer on Tybee Island with him. Ronnie's father, a former concert pianist and teacher, is living a quiet life in the beach town, immersed in creating a work of art that will become the centerpiece of a local church. The tale that unfolds is an unforgettable story about love in its myriad forms - first love, the love between parents and children - that demonstrates, as only a Nicholas Sparks novel can, the many ways that deeply felt relationships can break our hearts ...and heal them.

TRAILER:

FIRST IMAGES:

LIAM IS TAKING MY WORLD!!! LOL.

THIS IS ME.

2009-11-21T10:29:00.001+08:00

eerr. my sister is watching Barbie Diaries again.. for how many times she'll watch that movie?! yea like i love that too but uuggrrh! I'm just annoyed!! It's too loud! It's like the house is going to shatter!>(

anyway the opening of the movie is soo cool! i love the song. this was my favorite song when i was in first year..haha. years ago! it's called This is Me by Skye Sweetnam. watch it! it's great!:D

i curse bad guys!!

2009-11-19T20:05:00.002+08:00

eeeww..guys are awful! Disgusting! from now on, i'm officially a "MAN_HATER".

photo of the day:

la koy mahimo lain mao ng'edit nlng daw ko kunuhay ug picture..

:P inspired by the song Fireflies.:D

BURPDEI!

2009-11-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

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Dorothy's Burpdei!

Yikes! lingaw kau!

REVELATIONS galore!

LOL.

Click! click! for more photos!!

10:10pm. I NEED TO SLEEP.

2009-11-17T22:10:00.001+08:00

I promised and promise again not to post anything stupid or any stuff that would relate to my daily life or whatsoever. I WON'T share any intimate feelings in this page.:P Somebody told me na boring daw kaau basahon ako blog na isa since it talks about ME.ME.&ME. haha..of course! it's my electronic diary (daw kunuhay!LOL). Pero ana pud ang uban mura daw sila nagread ug drama..HAHA.:))
Ok, so the reason why i'm typing all of these lame letters is just to remind my self that only interesting goods will be posted here..NO MORE, NO LESS.
*sigh* so pathetic!
blahblahblah!

that's all i think!
BYE~

Good Night.
^^

Planet Earth Turns Slowly

2009-11-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Fireflies- Owl City
Songwriters: Young, Adam

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

REVIEW:

4.9 stars:). Yikes! the song is amazing. It reminds me of my childhoood days (I wonder why?!). The beat is so magical plus i like the way Owl City perform the song. I love the lyrics! It's like reality in fairytale!^^ And they're like Secondhand Serenade in a jolly way (did i use the correct adjective?!LOL). 4.9 stars because...erm. I dunno.. i just love to give 4.9.LOL(i'm not fair!)

Min Ai.

just read and watch it.

2009-11-16T11:40:00.005+08:00

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU(OST-The Last Song)- Miley Cyrus

Liam is in the video! YAY!

Take the chance when you can have it! It’s always better to look back at having too many stories (even if they’re horribly annoying) than to regret not having enough when it’s all said and done. Don’t take the safe route when the precarious one leads to what you really want.

Follow your heart. If you can’t be happy with yourself, you can’t be happy with anyone else around you. Love until you can’t anymore and live so you can die laughing. Let yourself be happy, and make the choices that will get you there.

You are you, and no one else is. It doesn’t matter what anyone else says, you are the only opinion that counts in what you do and what you want. If friends try to tell you otherwise or try to shape you into something you’re not, they’re not your real friends. Embrace who you truly are—people will love you for it, and you will love yourself for it.

Next Mood Swing: 10 Minutes

insomnia.

2009-11-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

ok, so i can't sleep.

blah!

look at my wrist! it's full of doodles!

YAY! i love it! it's awesome..

i scrawled random stuffs like monster, alien, rainbow, raindrop, etc.

during our math time:P

(i'm not attentive..hehe)

it's pretty, right?!

(agree with me pls! LOL)

i really love my works!

haha..:P

S.H.E is lalalalove!

*speechless*

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i love them.

that's it.

BOW.:)

oops! just saw this photo from the folder inside a folder of a folder.

Confused?!

*LOL

this is my diary which i turned to ashes last April 30.

long long story.

[i tried to run away from my past daw..haha..i'm so stupid!]

DRAMATIC EGO RULED MY SYSTEM THAT MOMENT.

phew!

i'm crazy.

Yikes!

nay! i need some rest. but how?! i can't sleep.

something's wrong.

yet i dunno what is it.

TEMPURA madness!

2009-11-14T09:31:00.001+08:00

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tambay mode at the oval with Ina and Jestine after we ate TEMPURA! haha..YUM2^^

[Jestine was busy texting so kmi nlng ni Ina ang nagpakaVAIN!]

I DON'T CARE!

2009-11-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

I'm not depressed!
I'm not emo!
I'm not a hippie!
I'm not a genius!
I'm not an idiot!
I'm not a weasel!
I'm not sad!
I'm not harsh!
I'm not immature!
I'm not rude!
I'm not a pervert!
I'm not crazy!
I'm not boring!
And I am not
going to put up with this
Stupid crap!

More like a DRAMA!

2009-11-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

uh-oh!
another episode of my life has closed.
SPEECHLESS.
[nay! had a full-packed day.]
but unfortunately, i'm already running out of time. It's already 11:35 pm and i'm still pondering with these loads..*sigh* i've got a lot of stories to tell pa nman! hhmm..
maybe tomorrow nlng..hehe..i'm gonna edit this tom:))

hehe..for now, i'm gonna hit the bed first..awh!^^
sleepy/ZZzz..

yikes! i dun have Physics homework yet!! oh crap!!

x,
Min Ai.

EDIT:
super drama kau akong day ghapon..haha.
i cried and cried and cried.
RUMORS.
yea. that's the right word.\
and i freakinly hate that.
Imagine, they giggle behind your back,
flashing you 'that look' as you pass,
Saying things like 'can you believe it'
And you don't even know what 'it' is.
Yes, they're just some spoken words...
But then rumors don't die or they don't die easily.
I don't know why nor do I understand why people spread rumors.
Maybe it makes them feel about themselves.
Maybe they just don't have a life and can't find anything better to do.
But I do know one thing, rumors are awful things and I think we should all do our part in trying not to spread rumors about anyone.
And by anyone I mean no one whether it'd be about ME or someone that you may know personally.
Just start to think before you judge...
Get your facts and get them straight...
If it proves to be true, then you can say it for all I care.!
If it's not and you're just out to ruin someone's reputation then don't spread it because rumors will kill us one day.

PS: I'm sorry but i've been keeping this bottled up in me for too long and i had to get it out there! I'm not pointing on somebody pro if naigo ka then that's not my problem anymore.

"GOOD NIGHT"- wish granted!^^

2009-11-10T22:00:00.011+08:00

good evening world!
YAY!

everything swiftly passed away..wooh! what a bumpy day! haha..my life is indeed a DRAMA. this morning i skipped my TLE class since i had a super-stomachache early in the morning..GAH! it's terrible! it feels like my tummy is going to burst out..haha..i was alone in the classroom and i felt eerie[i heard weird noises!]..
hhmm..what else?! wei! it's just a normal day with mixed states. blablabla. You don't need to ask about my DRAMA, as usual it's still a DRAMA..haha..confused?! me too..LOL. [I'm really RANDOM.]

aw yea.. i'm supposed to make my whatchamacallitstuffs this evening but unfortunately i was stuck in ICQ.hehe.. i met new buddies..haha..i was blown away:P
O_omy Cafe World seems so odd! this is my first night that i wasn't able to level-up. Anyway, i think i'm already at the final level.YEY! i'm a winner! haha..LEVEL 50! ahuh!
and owh! i had a good time with FFS(Friends For Sale) tonight! hehehehe..:D
*MY PETS ARE NOT FOR SALE. YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO BUY THEM!
:P

btw, i saw this photo in my Tumblr Dashboard! It's soooo cute! KAWAii! labit.!

What do you think guys?! hehe..

[Leave a message in my cbox please!!]

GOOD NIGHT!:)
wo ai ni.

x, Min Ai.

Ms. UptightBloggerWannabe

2009-11-09T22:23:00.004+08:00

[photo of the day]

Omigosh! wish me luck! this is my first random post. :P hehe..so i'll not consider this day as AWESOME. yes, i had fun yet there are some not-so-good flicks still..but i'm not going to narrate my story! gosh![sa private blog lng na]..hhmm..just to end up my day, two words to describe my day: SanguineMelancholic..blah! [i'm so going to edit this tomorrow, it sucks! haha] anyway, this is just a some sort of try..:P

i dont understand some things in life, i dont understand the thoughts i have just before i fall asleep. theres no way to tell whats wrong and right anymore. i wish i knew, but everything is hidden from me :(

GOOD NiGHT!
i hate myself,
Min Ai.

YAY! EMOCLEW!:))

2009-11-09T22:06:00.001+08:00

WELCOME TO MY NEW ACCOUNT!

GEE! i'm getting weirder and weirder now. is it because i'm having trouble with my life again?! duh! whatever it is, let's just leave it there.(period)

So, I just made this new blog, hoping that i can import some of my past blogs, but unfortunately, i dunno how to. haha.. i'm planning kc to keep this one public so that everyone could read while the other will remain as private. The old one will serve as my daily journal where i'll blab all my emotions without getting much into trouble.[just to play it safe]. Well, I need not to keep secrets there for at least there's something that I can look back in the future[lingaw kaya na! LOL. wlay m'kontra!]. So as much as possible, i need to make a new blog(and that's what i'm doing now:), repost some of my public entries, inform everyone to relink me and that's it!

And about this account, hmm..^^ for now on, i'll post my bloggable moments here[and of course to my other account]. I think everyone would be happy! haha..STALK ME.STALK ME.hahaha.

that's all for this moment, CIAO~

x, Min Ai